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YESHUA SHOWS ME... MYSELF! - Geralyn's life-changing vision
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As most people who live in this dark world, I was empty and broken. I knew that my God wanted to give me his love and healing touch, but knew not how to receive it. I never felt worthy of HIS LOVE!! I struggled constantly to do those things that I thought would please HIM. After leaving a major, religious church that was full of control and manipulation, shame, and guilt, I was seeking freedom. What this freedom would look or feel like, I had not a clue. |
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I entered a fellowship of believers in a huge building that looked nothing like the churches I was use to. It appeared as a warehouse, yet when I stepped into that room there was warmth there I could not describe. The lights were dim and quiet music was playing in the back ground. This was not a Sunday Service, but a place where a remnant came for desperate prayers. We could sit in a chair near the stage for the elders to lay on their hands and pray for us. I was too scared to even think of doing that. Where I had come from we were not allowed to leave our seats or say anything. I sat on a chair in the back with tears running down my cheeks and leaning on my arms on the chair in front of me. I remember seeing an incredible purple light dancing in my mind. I thought, "LORD, if this is YOU, I do not understand, but I choose to thank YOU anyway!" The dancing purple light continued for many weeks. Then one evening while doing the same, |
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I started to see something like a dream, yet, I knew not it was a vision the Lord was showing me. In this vision, I saw a very sad woman in a very dark place of no color, only different shades of brown. All seemed so dead. This woman was weeping deeply and hugging a grave stone. I so wanted to go to this woman and help her yet there was a huge brick wall around her, except a four inch opening where I was viewing her. The outside of the wall was so WHITE almost blinding. I tried to yell at her, yet she heard me NOT! I then started to be so upset that I could not help her in my own my strength.
As I was weeping a beautiful hand of such beauty came from behind me! Right away I knew it was the hand of Yeshua!! That explained the bright WHITE of the outside of the wall. Yeshua grabbed the brick above me on my right side and took the top brick down. I knew that if I continued to pray for this woman GOD would make a way for me to help her. Well, this vision continued for weeks, and when I was finally able to go to this woman, the Lord showed me that this broken, downcast, dead-in-spirit woman was ME! I prayed out!!... "Oh, Jesus Help me, I need YOUR life in me. I am hugging on to the dead things of this world! I have missed the mark. Lord, let me not be deceived ever again!! Come into me and make me whole and clean for YOU!!"
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As I continued to pray for myself for healing, Yeshua went through the opening and grabbed the woman's hand in that dead, dark place to lead her (me) out of that place of death. When we passed through the opening He had made, I was instantly changed into a Bride, and not a bride I was familiar with, but a traditional Jewish BRIDE, dressed in a pure white garment, with flowers on my head that had pastel multi-colored ribbons flowing down. He was smiling at me with such LOVE, and adoration, a LOVE I had never seen or experienced before. It was He, Yeshua, who had cleansed me and healed me from my past, and removed me from that state of spiritual death through His sacrifice on Calvary. It all made sense to me now. He loved me long before I even knew HIM. Now that I had experienced that LOVE, all the dots were connecting in me. Here was the God of the universe who knew me before time, dancing with me with such joy because I chose to listen to HIS calls of love towards me. He helped me see the state I was in without any guilt whatsoever, but with compassion - oh, the compassion He showed me!! It was so fascinating to SEE Him so filled with JOY because of me, THE ME I HAD HATED for so long. Now I was being loved with an everlasting love that would never end. A source of power and strength came over me that I had not known before. Yeshua personally rescued me, that night!! |